baby baby baby

Nak share berita baik dengan korang. Harees dapat adik dah! Nama, aku tak tau sebab bila ditanya pada mereka-mereka yang berkenaan, jawapan yang diterima adalah, "tah la goblin. belum bubuh nama lagi". Ye, aku lah goblin itu.

Tapi aku tak sempat la nak pi tengok derang sebab khabonye dah on the way balik umah mak elisot. Dan dijangka pulang ke shah alam tecinta lepas raya. Mak eh, lamanye ko kat kampung tu kentot!!

Bestnya ada baby baru. Seronok! Suka bau baby.. hehe.

Dan aku membujang sampai Khamis.. yey!!!

From Putrajaya to Kota Belud

Hikhikhikhik... Awin, sya bukan setakat tamak lagi... bantai apa je yang derang serve plus fresh orange 5 cups, boleh gitu? Tak tahulah nape. Tapi asal naik burung besi, asyik nak minum je air banyak-banyak. Dah tu, mendarat je burung besi tu, cepat-cepat carik ladies. Hahahah...


Trip to Sabah... AWESOME! Orang Kota Belud (especially)... ramah bah! Tak sabar untuk kembali. Pasar Kraf or lebih di kenali sebagai Pasar Philiphine boleh buat kita rambang mata. Mutiara, batu permata, gelang tangan, rantai leher... macam-macam ada.


Malangnya, tempat tu sempit. Terlalu banyak kedai-kedai di kiri dan kanan yang dibuka sehingga laluan pejalan kaki jadi begitu tidak selesa untuk dilalui beriringan.


Dan tambah tak seronoknya, aku pergi sana cuma untuk sehari. Tak puas berjalan dan mencuci mata dengan pemandangan yang indah dan mengkagumkan. Aku kata pemandangan ye, bukan pintu! (if u guys still remember 'pintu') Hikss...

ghaib

A year past by. On this date a year ago I cant put any smile at all, not event a fake one.

Biar ghaib mu suatu misteri
Tiada ku mencari sebarang pembayang lagi
Biar ia bertanda tanya saja
Hati ku dah lama bertitik noktah

Today I did, but it's fake. Yet, no one realize it.

Chorus
Biar, biar lah berlalu
Biar, biar lah begitu
Biar waktu mengubat rindu
Tiada ku mencari sebarang penawar pilu
Biar lah mereka tertanya-tanya
Hati ku dah lama berganti arah

Each time I done that, it will end up with headache. Temp blackout, Alhamdullilah still continue to pump it. Penat!
And I already promise to myself, no more happy-smiling-face-and-be-nice-to-peeps mask to be wear on future.

malas

waaaa...tulun.
aku rasa malas sangat.
malas sangat yang melampau.

malas aa...
canne nak buat nie?
tak buat aper2 boleh tak?
just layan malas aku je trus.
aci je kan?

aku malas nak pegi kenduri kawen.
kenduri kawen semua org.

tapi kalau aku tak pi kenduri kawen yang satu nie
sure jadik headline punya lah.
mana tidak, aku tak datang kenduri best boyfren aku since kolej
dengan alasan aku malas...
sure ader mulut puaka buat speku kata aku frust dia kawen..
choy!

aaaarrrhhhh!!!
malas!!!

krohh krohhhh snorttttttttt

Sebenarnya kan, aku dah ngantuk gila. Macam ada je potensi nak terlelap depan pc ni. Letih balik kampung haritu tak abis lagi kot. Letih makan. Ahahahahaha..

Seperti biasa, terpaksa la aku menepis secara hebat soalan-soalan berbentuk perjodohan daripada sedara-mara. Pandai aku ngelak. Ehek. Kalau jawab tanak kawin langsung kang, baru tau!

Sapa-sapa yang suka makan, meh aku bawak pegi makan kat Alor Setar. Especially kalau korang minat makan nasi minyak untuk breakfast. Kagum gila aku. Cedaaaaaapp tau. Kat Jitra. Kalau balik kampung aku kat Alor Setar ni memang best. Makcik aku masak macam-macam, 6 meals a day.. hahaha. Abis la korang semua gemot-gemot macam aku!

Banyak sebenarnya kenangan aku kat situ, especially masa form 5. Adeh.

Satu pengajaran penting untuk aku, lain kali bila naik kapal terbang, time steward/stewardess nak serve air, jangan tamak. Mintak milo ais sampai 2 cawan. Lepas tu rasa nak muntah la, pening lah. Susu kan. Pastu plane tu dok golek-golek pulak, mana la aku tak rasa macam nak pitam.

Sya, how's your trip to Sabah lak? Tamak cam awin tak? Hihihihi..

before september

My horoscope? :(


The Bottom Line
STOP TRYING TO GET SOMEONE TO LIKE YOU. YOU TWO AREN'T COMPATIBLE, AND THAT'S OKAY.

In Detail
You cannot be everyone's best friend OR ANYONE'S GIRLFRIEND I GUESS -- in fact, you can't even expect everyone to like you. So today stop putting so much effort into pleasing someone who clearly cannot be pleased, at least by you. You two are just not compatible, and there's nothing wrong with that. Sometimes, two people just aren't meant to be friends OR TOGETHER. If everyone liked everyone, the world would be a very boring place, so be grateful that you do have the friends you have, and stop worrying about the ones you don't have.


My, my. What are the odds again?

Time for Plan A.

As I quote before from Taurus penawar rindu song, ubat untuk luka bukan semua mujarab it is really2 truly.

This mornin, I saw that some1 is looking at me from distance.

After what happen prev, it's hurts me when I know bout it and I still can't find ubat untuk luka yang mujarab. So pls don't add it more.

I can't see you!
So don't pretend you're there!
And don't try to be like you're there.

out of line

Lately aku terfikir pasal mereka-mereka yang involve dengan suami orang lain. Sampai termimpi-mimpi malam tadi. I guess it's hard to live bila orang yang disayang sepenuh hati tu turns out to be other woman's husband. I'm ruling out lust here, so kalau suka suami or boyfriend orang lain just disebabkan oleh nafsu, aku memang tak nak amik tau.

Macam mimpi malam tadi la kan. Kawan aku tu baru dapat baby. And suddenly i got involved with him while his wife was busy with their newborn son. Aku tau tu salah but it happened. I had no control. I didn't even say stop. Nauzubillah. Nasib la mimpi je.

Tapikan.. hm.. aku rasa aku pun berpotensi untuk suka kat suami orang kalau aku ni jenis tak boleh nak control diri. Mungkin sebab kredibiliti of the title 'suami' tu kan. However, i wish that aku ni bukan lah perosak rumah tangga orang esok lusa ni ke. Takpe lah kalau kena jadi spinster kan *tanak jugak!*.

Sometimes aku rasa mimpi-mimpi aku lebih menarik tertarik da bomb daripada hidup aku. Macam 1001 stories boleh jadi dalam mimpi aku tu. Macam cerita dongeng pun ye gak.

So, it's not my life that is full of drama. But my dreams are.

Ubat Luka bukan semua mujarab

Miss Darwina crazy bout malique and D'essentials + babyface.
For me, I can't get enough with Imran Ajmain.

Ok, not bout it I wanna write here. I've been around and beeing bz with my new chapter of life. Really enjoy it (so far), yet something bothering me.
I can say no infront of others. Not to myself. Susahkan, when we miss someone who didn't know or care bout it.
I've been wondering till now why on earth that person entering my world and end up in my dislike list.
I guest the best way to make my dislike list short is to close my world.

Well, here some of Imran Ajmain.
Taurus Penawar Rindu

Aku lahir bulan April, jatuh hati sejak kecil
Katanya ciri ku memang degil, ini hasil katamu ku tukil
Biar pun apa yang patah ku buat apa yang harus
Jika dia yang bertanya bintangku Taurus

Aku tidak kan lupa padamu
Kenapa selalu semangatku
Aku praktik, penuh emosi, teguh, sabar, tekun, berdikari
Mana bisa diam diri, diam diam ubi berisi

Biar pun apa yang patah ku buat apa yang harus
Jika yang sesat bertanya ku saran jalan terus
Aku tidak kan lupa padamu
Kenapa selalu semangatku
Kalau melentur buluh, biar dari rebungnya
Didikkan dari kecil erti dewasa
Ada liku-liku dan ada tanggungjawab
Ubat untuk luka bukan semua mujarab

Jangan kau termenung zaman sudah berubah
Waktu kau bermurung orang dah ke angkasa
Hidup ada yang manis gigit sudah yang pahit
Jangan kau harapkan kata bintang di langit
Aku tidak kan lupa padamu
Kenapa selalu semangatku

Sayang kepadamu, Dayang cintakanku, hahaha...Jadi, apakah bintangmu?

mad sexy cool

This guy always know the exact words to say to a woman. No wonder women all over the world are crazy about him, even though dia tak hensem pun. Yang penting skill berkata-kata dan memuji perempuan.. ahaks.

Nah, a good song to woo your girlfriend. Konfem cair.



You don't ever bring no drama to the game
And my drama don't be scaring you away
You don't ever talk to much, exactly just enough
You know how and when and where and what to say

It ain't like i gotta tell you your so fine (your so fine)
You been gettin compliments since you was nine (damn)
It's like you're perfect
A diamond in the rough
I know you give me nothin else but love (love)

You are such a mad sexy cool girl
How does someone turn into you girl
How do you explain
What you do, what you say, how you be, how you play, how you love everyday
How you're constantly the same
How you give, never hate and you dont 'ever change
Be consistently that way
You're a mad sexy cool girl and i love you that way

You be ruling with a certain shade of cool (shade of cool)
I don't know nobody half as fresh as you
I be checkin your behavior
Oh baby you got so much flavor
Sometimes i wanna call you juicy fruit (juicy)

It ain't like i gotta tell you you're a star (you're a star)
You be shining and be sparkling in the dark
Girl you so perfect
You're my diamond in the rough
I know you give me nothin else but love

You are such a mad sexy cool girl
How does someone turn into you girl
How do you explain
What you do, what you say, how you be, how you play, how you love everyday
How you're constantly the same
How you give, never hate
And you don't ever change
Be consistently that way
You're a mad sexy cool girl and i love you the same

(baby) how does someone
So beautiful, so approachable
And so adorable
(baby) guess you're kinda wonderful
My dream come true

You are such a mad sexy cool girl
How does someone turn into you girl
How do you explain
What you do, what you say, how you be, how you play, how you love everyday
How you're constantly the same
How you give, never hate
And you don't ever change
Be consistently that way
You're a mad sexy cool girl and i love you the same



*ok aku dah pengsan. tanak bangun pliss*

i.f.i.l.w.y.b.i.g.y.n.k.

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