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last friday, the reality hit me real hard in the face. not that i'm in denial all this while, but hearing from another party makes it harder. the thing is, when people start to hate you, they'll find every reason to do so. it's so sad. tapi macam semua orang selalu cakap, life goes on..

i'm still standing. pedulikan lah yang lain.

and the winner goes to..

hmm. aku kecik hati betul kalau bila aku cakap elok-elok, tapi dibalas macam sampah. aku tak paham tapi memang ada je orang yang macam ni. in which aku rasa, "duuuhhhh!" sangat.

ok takpe. suka hati u ols lah.

jangan sampai satu masa nanti ai fedap. pastu ai malas dah nak layan. seriyes, time aku baik, aku layankan aje. esok-esok aku dah bosan, plis la jangan cari aku lagi. okkey? deal?

*kecik hati*

*merajuk*

*ok aku gedik hahaha. ok tak jadi merajuk. ai cool jek*

i should burn your name in an open fire.

the other day while i was busy with my new toy, i did something despicable. aku try bbm ycp tapi tak ada respond sebab aku tegedik nak share benda tu dengan dia. kalau dia tau ni, konfem dia tekejut. she was the one yang dok sebelah aku kat mcd, nangis sama-sama, and her situation pun lebih kurang macam aku so yes, she understands.

so aku bbm kak amyz. saja. sumpah. i did it out of curiosity and ok i dapat dah jawapan yang i nak. cukup lah. i tak akan buat macam tu lagi.

lagipun, benda dah berlalu. buang masa aku.

now aku nak concentrate on my future project. hopefully boleh kaya lepas ni.