that warm bed

kak, don't feel so bad. whatever it is, i'm here for you :)

***

imagine this.

when you know that the world is somehow against you, you feel as low as the bottom of the ocean. you sneak out of the house in the middle of the night, get into your lover's bed, kiss him on his cheek while he's sound asleep, and position yourself under his arm pit, hugging his body tight.

because for some weird reason, that is the safest place for you to be.

People Say

When it hurt the most, it become bitter.

In my case. I become cruel and evil.

landslide?

na ja, ich sehe nur Wolken am Himmel. schade *sigh*.
keine Panik! (:p)

ich muss dringend mit ihm sprechen.
ich habe mich verfahren..

was stimmt nicht mit mir??

I aint...

I Aint No Gwen Stefani
I Aint No Dutchess Fergie
Stop
Comparin Me To Nobody
Cuz I Aint Tryin To B Nobody
Im No Nelly Furtado
And I
Aint Beyonce Knowles
I Kno U Aint Kno Me Well
But Jes So U
Kno Tha Names Che'nelle

Tu lagu Che'Nelle This is why I'm hot.
Orang lain terasa hati;
Orang lain yang merajuk.
Saya, saya.
Saya tak boleh jadik orang lain.
Jangan jadikan saya macam orang lain.
Sebab awak pun tak suka kalau saya buat awak macam tu.

people happy

dear mr. bubbly,

we'll talk about that when you finally have the time. don't feel comfortable talking about it here.
don't lose your trust on me just yet.


***

jeles? bite me :p

sanctuary, 22/03

"saya g.a.g.a.l. menjadi mak-buah yang bertanggungjawab"

jalan-mati

"diluah mati emak, ditelan mati bapak"

Not in!

Longkang.

Kau cerita dengan aku longkang mana yang cantik dipandang?

Rata-ratanya jelik kan?



Aku tengok tersembul mata dia tengok ke satu arah

"Not my fault, I'm not ask for that" Hujah bela diri

"Yeah right!" Hujan benam pembelaan sinis.

2 minggu lepas, mata aku pulak tersembul. Bukan tersembul galak tapi jelik amat.

Kalau lelaki tengok longkang, agak seronok kan?
But belief me bila perempuan tengok longkang boleh muntah hijau. Lagi jelik bila tengok longkang kat pasar pudu yang tersumbat.

Dude, kalau nak pakai jeans low cut pun plzzz wear boxer la weih. No women will turn on to see ur longkang!

owh, ini tak bermakna aku support perempuan yang prasan bangga tayang longkang ek. Pls! It's not in at all!!!

aku & sunway

jom dating dengan aku.

call me. aku kat sunway sepanjang weekend. yang mana rasa-rasa nak buang masa lepak-lepak or tengok movie, titot-titot la aku eh. tapi kena terima seadanya yang anak-anak buah aku mungkin akan mengekot je mak buah derang ni ha.

what to do..

:p

mario & luigi

i wanted to watch CSI but i'm not so sure if my eyes are going to let me. nak buat macam mana kan, dah nama pun bayi-tua-bangka. haruslah tido awal. he he.

so i was going through my browser's bookmark dan terjumpa kembali nostalgia dolu-dolu. i got addicted to crimson room punya game, dan macam-macam room la yang aku main sampai sanggup bersengkang mata until 5 a.m. in the morning. gila tak?

tension kan nak keluar dari biliks-biliks itu? but fear not! cheating has always been the only way to win! kan kan kan? hahahaha. bila dah menang tu, langsung tak rasa bersalah sebab cheat. lagi kembang kempis hidong sebab menang ada laaaaaaaa..

but nothing beats the classic super mario punya game, zaman-zaman micro genius dulu. peh. playstation boleh blah la. masuk paip keluar paip, satgi kena berenang lah, naik kacang panjang, berenang, ya rabbi champion sungguh aku.

and i remember the time bila mak aku buat amukan puaka sebab tv rosak, akibat daripada bermain game mario secara hebat. sanggup tak makan okay semata-mata nak menang rescue princess punya pasal!

ha'ah. pernah jugak anak pakcik khalid ni bangun tengah-tengah malam, jalan jengket-jengket, pelan-pelan sebab nak main game. kalau bising konpem kena sound dengan mak! pastu bila dengar bunyi tapak kaki dalam bilik mak, cepat-cepat tutup tv dan berpura-pura tidak bernafas. ataupun buat-buat pergi dapur nak minum konon. cet.

bestnya jadi kanak-kanak kan? maaaaaainnnn je keje!

me & you

between the realm of two lines, my message is simple & straight.

"sometimes i don't call like i don't care at all. but secretly, you're the only thing that lifts me up and makes me smile when i'm unhappy.. all you gotta do is call and suddenly things don't really seem so bad at all.."

sorry. the mariah-carey in me is still strong and i can't help myself from imagining i'm her *eh tiba-tiba keluar bunyik cengkerik*. in a very weird kind of way.

plus, my boss promised to drag me to the gym and turn me into a miss-universe. what a dream. har har :p

a colleague took some pictures of the office for some official business. guess whose face is the most outstanding?

mine.

because he just HAD to point the camera and i was like merenyih keji dan paling putih because flash dekat muka gua. i mean, if the photos are meant for official stuff, kena lah berlakon rajin, berdedikasi membuat kerja ritttteeeeee???

oh not me. an hour later, financial controller called me up and laughing her ass out loud as she was figuring why on hell did i pose like that.

hello. i wasn't ready ok. and it is my nature la to pose merenyih macam tu. trademark tau! and i know she'll miss me once i'm relocated to cyberjaya 2 weeks from now. hihihi. truth to be told, i'm gonna miss her too. although she's chinese tapi dah rasa macam my own sister pulak. she taught me a lot of things, ESPECIALLY when it comes to relationship & marriage.

i end this post with a song from mariah carey again - "don't forget about us".
just don't okay :)

because i definitely won't.

Pukul berapa Dato' Harimau

(harimau pun terima anugerah dari Sultan sebab tu dia pakai gelaran Dato') Kekekekeke...

Pukul 3 pagi, Dato' Harimau...

Errk... buat apa pukul 3 pagi? 3 pagi, dinihari... menguaplah jawapannya!



Eh, labu... apa aku merepek ni?

Mencari yang hilang

Mood... oOoOoo mood...

Manalah mood nak buat kerja ni pergi?


Mac sudah masuk hari ketiga. Kalau sebelum ini saya berharap bulan Mac cepatlah menjelma... Namun, saat ini... saya berdoa agar hari tidak berganjak pantas. Biar lambat asal selamat! Hihihi, yelah tu!

Kecut dah perut ni bila memikirkan tinggal beberapa hari saja lagi April akan menjelma. Oh, persiapan belum lagi dibuat! Semuanya masih tergantung, masih tiada penamat!

Eh, eh... bulan 4? Alamak!!! Induksi pula... haiyaaaaa....