awal muharram. hehe.

a quick update, eisya & amyz dah selamat menjadi bini orang. hehehe congrats ye korang ;)

lin is to be next, insya-Allah *suka-suka hati aku je kan. mau kena hempuk dengan lin nih!*. eh, rudy kurekure pun dah selamat jadi suami orang last week. tahniah. jalankan kewajipan anda sebaik mungkin okeh.

another year is about to leave us all. kejap je.

moga 2009 lebih happening. hehehe. as in, better prospect for everybody lah. aku pun doa-doa ni. biar bertemu jodoh tahun depan. eh tak. bertunang tahun 2009, kahwin 2010. macam yang dah dirancang secara poyo tu la kan.. wahahahahaha :p

"bila kau kembali.. bila kau kembali nanti.."

lamanya gua tak menaip kat sini. bukan tak cuba, dah banyak kali, pastu aku cam lost of words just like that *start dah manglish aku*.

masih awal la kot untuk aku recap 2008. banyak yang dah berlaku kan. awal tahun yang palat, tengah tahun yang gampang, akhir tahun yang sedikit membahagiakan *smile winn smile*. i thought 2008 would bring me nothing but luck. and i was wrong.

untuk kali yang ke-sejuta, terima kasih. to have a little bit of me in all of your hearts *you know who you are kan kan ;)*. to catch me when i pushed myself into the deepest hole (ferrr!! takuttt!!). because regardless all that shits, i've learned. and i lived.

to amyz and sya, you guys are soooooooo out of our single-and-loving-it league. hahaha. buat baby cepat-cepat. bukan susah pun kan.. hehehe.

to lin and *ehem* aie, kau orang pun dah kira boleh resign from the club. although it's unofficial. i can run the club on my own, you know. cewah.

to myself, hmm, it's okay to be different. it's okay to be cruel once in a while. it's okay to have a relationship that no one would understand. it's okay to fall and get crushed. it's okay to dream big when you know you ain't go/getting nowhere. it's okay to show what you're made of once in a while. it's okay to let go. it's okay to be introvert when needed. it's okay to be ugly and stupid. it's okay when no one remembers you.

all in all, everything will be okay. think for 10 seconds before you say anything. think 30 seconds before you decide to buy anything (hahaha!).

and i think it's okay to miss a not-so-stranger who is currently on his way back to penang for aidiladha. which i unconsciously dialled his number this morning, talked to him in the most *ehem* sexy voice ever, and all that i could remember is saying, "awak dah sampai karang sms kita ek. take care". the rest of the conversation, aku rasa cam aku tak ingat apa aku cakap. mati la. selalu macam ni tau.

ok lah. selamat hari raya aidiladha to all. hari-hari kita kena berkorban; hati, jiwa dan akal.


*cewaahhh! :p*

We Knows

Bila kita tahu, dalam hati kita ini. Very deep inside our heart. We knows. Dialah orangnya. She or he is the one. Soul mate. Belahan jiwa.

Jadi mengapa kita harus tunggu lama untuk menjadikan dia kepunyaan kita selamanya?

And then, sangat keji ok, membiarkan seseorang menanti kepastian kita untuk menunaikan janji hidup bersama.


Kan?


I had enough of waiting. Sangat penat. Sangat letih. Dan sangat mengecewakan~ :-(



So, I couldn't wait more longer to make you're mine. Cause, when I fall in love with you, I don't want to let you go, and I couldn't wait anymore..