ghaib

A year past by. On this date a year ago I cant put any smile at all, not event a fake one.

Biar ghaib mu suatu misteri
Tiada ku mencari sebarang pembayang lagi
Biar ia bertanda tanya saja
Hati ku dah lama bertitik noktah

Today I did, but it's fake. Yet, no one realize it.

Chorus
Biar, biar lah berlalu
Biar, biar lah begitu
Biar waktu mengubat rindu
Tiada ku mencari sebarang penawar pilu
Biar lah mereka tertanya-tanya
Hati ku dah lama berganti arah

Each time I done that, it will end up with headache. Temp blackout, Alhamdullilah still continue to pump it. Penat!
And I already promise to myself, no more happy-smiling-face-and-be-nice-to-peeps mask to be wear on future.